THE BOYS IN THE STRIPED PAJAMAS

The Bottle of Wine

As week followed week it started to become clear to Bruno that he

would not be going home to Berlin in the foreseeable future and that he could

forget about sliding down the banisters in his comfortable home or seeing

Karl or Daniel or Martin any time soon.

However, with each day that passed he began to get used to being at OutWith and stopped feeling quite so unhappy about his new life. After all, it

wasn't as if he had nobody to talk to any more. Every afternoon when classes

were finished Bruno took the long walk along the fence and sat and talked

with his new friend Shmuel until it was time to come home, and that had

started to make up for all the times he had missed Berlin.

One afternoon, as he was filling his pockets with some bread and cheese

from the kitchen fridge to take with him, Maria came in and stopped when

she saw what he was doing.

'Hello,' said Bruno, trying to appear as casual as possible. 'You gave me

a fright. I didn't hear you coming.'

'You're not eating again, surely?' asked Maria with a smile. 'You had

lunch, didn't you? And you're still hungry?'

'A little,' said Bruno. 'I'm going for a walk and thought I might get peckish

on the way.'

Maria shrugged her shoulders and went over to the cooker, where she put

a pan of water on to boil. Laid out on the surface beside it was a pile of

potatoes and carrots, ready for peeling when Pavel arrived later in the

afternoon. Bruno was about to leave when the food caught his eye and a

question came into his mind that had been bothering him for some time. He

hadn't been able to think of anyone to ask before, but this seemed like a

perfect moment and the perfect person.

'Maria,' he said, 'can I ask you a question?'

The maid turned round and looked at him in surprise. 'Of course, Master

Bruno,' she said.

'And if I ask you this question, will you promise not to tell anyone that I

asked it?'

She narrowed her eyes suspiciously but nodded. 'All right,' she said.

'What is it you want to know?

'It's about Pavel,' said Bruno. 'You know him, don't you? The man who

comes and peels the vegetables and then waits on us at table.'

'Oh yes,' said Maria with a smile. She sounded relieved that his question

wasn't going to be about anything more serious. I know Pavel. We've spoken

on many occasions. Why do you ask about him?'

'Well,' said Bruno, choosing his words quite carefully in case he said

something he shouldn't, 'do you remember soon after we got here when I

made the swing on the oak tree and fell and cut my knee?'

'Yes,' said Maria. 'It's not hurting you again, is it?'

'No, it's not that,' said Bruno. 'But when I hurt it, Pavel was the only

grown-up around and he brought me in here and cleaned it and washed it and

put the green ointment on it, which stung but I suppose it made it better, and

then he put a bandage on it.'

'That's what anyone would do if someone's hurt,' said Maria.

I know,' he continued. 'Only he told me then that he wasn't really a waiter

at all.'

Maria's face froze a little and she didn't say anything for a moment.

Instead she looked away and licked her lips a little before nodding her head.

I see,' she said. 'And what did he say he was really?'

'He said he was a doctor,' said Bruno. 'Which didn't seem right at all.

He's not a doctor, is he?'

'No,' said Maria, shaking her head. 'No, he's not a doctor. He's a waiter.'

'I knew it,' said Bruno, feeling very pleased with himself. 'Why did he lie

to me then? It doesn't make any sense.'

'Pavel is not a doctor any more, Bruno,' said Maria quietly. 'But he was.

In another life. Before he came here.'

Bruno frowned and thought about it. 'I don't understand,' he said.

'Few of us do,' said Maria.

'But if he was a doctor, why isn't he one still?'

Maria sighed and looked out of the window to make sure that no one was

coming, then nodded towards the chairs and both she and Bruno sat down.

'If I tell you what Pavel told me about his life,' she said, 'you mustn't tell

anyone-do you understand? We would all get in terrible trouble.'

I won't tell anyone,' said Bruno, who loved to hear secrets and almost

never spread them around, except when it was totally necessary of course,

and there was nothing he could do about it.

'All right,' said Maria. 'This is as much as I know.

Bruno was late arriving at the place in the fence where he met Shmuel

every day, but as usual his new friend was sitting cross-legged on the ground

waiting for him.

'I'm sorry I'm late,' he said, handing some of the bread and cheese through

the wire-the bits that he hadn't already eaten on the way when he had grown a

little peckish after all. 'I was talking to Maria.'

'Who's Maria?' asked Shmuel, not looking up as he gobbled down the

food hungrily.

'She's our maid,' explained Bruno. 'She's very nice although Father says

she's overpaid. But she was telling me about this man Pavel who chops our

vegetables for us and waits on table. I think he lives on your side of the

fence.'

Shmuel looked up for a moment and stopped eating. 'On my side?' he

asked.

'Yes. Do you know him? He's very old and has a white jacket that he

wears when he's serving dinner. You've probably seen him.'

'No,' said Shmuel, shaking his head. 'I don't know him.'

'But you must,' said Bruno irritably, as if Shmuel were being deliberately

difficult. 'He's not as tall as some adults and he has grey hair and stoops over

a little.'

'I don't think you realize just how many people live on this side of the

fence,' said Shmuel. 'There are thousands of us.'

'But this one's name is Pavel,' insisted Bruno. 'When I fell off my swing

he cleaned out the cut so it didn't get infected and put a bandage on my leg.

Anyway, the reason I wanted to tell you about him is because he's from

Poland too. Like you.'

'Most of us here are from Poland,' said Shmuel.

'Although there are some from other places too, like Czechoslovakia and-

'

'Yes, but that's why I thought you might know him. Anyway, he was a

doctor in his home town before he came here but he's not allowed to be a

doctor any more and if Father had known that he had cleaned my knee when I

hurt myself then there would have been trouble.'

'The soldiers don't normally like people getting better,' said Shmuel,

swallowing the last piece of bread. 'It usually works the other way round.'

Bruno nodded, even though he didn't quite know what Shmuel meant, and

gazed up into the sky. After a few moments he looked through the wire and asked another question that had been preying on his mind.

'Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?' he asked.

'Yes,' said Shmuel. 'I want to work in a zoo.'

'A zoo?' asked Bruno.

'I like animals,' said Shmuel quietly.

'I'm going to be a soldier,' said Bruno in a determined voice. 'Like

Father.'

'I wouldn't like to be a soldier,' said Shmuel.

I don't mean one like Lieutenant Kotler,' said Bruno quickly. 'Not one

who strides around as if he owns the place and laughs with your sister and

whispers with your mother. I don't think he's a good soldier at all. I mean one

like Father. One of the good soldiers.'

'There aren't any good soldiers,' said Shmuel.

'Of course there are,' said Bruno.

'Who?'

'Well, Father, for one,' said Bruno. 'That's why he has such an impressive

uniform and why everyone calls him Commandant and does whatever he

says. The Fury has big things in mind for him because he's such a good

soldier.'

'There aren't any good soldiers,' repeated Shmuel.

'Except Father,' repeated Bruno, who was hoping that Shmuel wouldn't

say that again because he didn't want to have to argue with him. After all, he

was the only friend he had here at Out-With. But Father was Father, and

Bruno didn't think it was right for someone to say something bad about him.

Both boys stayed very quiet for a few minutes, neither one wanting to say

anything he might regret.

'You don't know what it's like here,' said Shmuel eventually in a low

voice, his words barely carrying across to Bruno.

'You don't have any sisters, do you?' asked Bruno quickly, pretending he

hadn't heard that because then he wouldn't have to answer.

'No,' said Shmuel, shaking his head.

'You're lucky,' said Bruno. 'Gretel's only twelve and she thinks she knows

everything but she's a

Hopeless Case really. She sits looking out of her window and when she

sees Lieutenant Kotler coming she runs downstairs into the hallway and

pretends that she was there all along. The other day I caught her doing it and when he came in she jumped and said, Why, Lieutenant Kotler, I didn't know

you were here, and I know for a fact that she was waiting for him.'

Bruno hadn't been looking at Shmuel as he said all that, but when he

looked again he noticed that his friend had grown even more pale than usual.

'What's wrong?' he asked. 'You look as if you're about to be sick.'

'I don't like talking about him,' said Shmuel.

'About who?' asked Bruno.

'Lieutenant Kotler. He scares me.'

'He scares me too a little,' admitted Bruno. 'He's a bully. And he smells

funny. It's all that cologne he puts on.' And then Shmuel started to shiver

slightly and Bruno looked around, as if he could see rather than feel whether

it was cold or not. 'What's the matter?' he asked. 'It's not that cold, is it? You

Later that evening Bruno was disappointed to find that Lieutenant Kotler

was joining him, Mother, Father and Gretel for dinner. Pavel was wearing

his white jacket as usual and served them as they ate.

Bruno watched Pavel as he went around the table and found that he felt

sad whenever he looked at him. He wondered whether the white jacket he

wore as a waiter was the same as the white jacket he had worn before as a

doctor. As he brought the plates in and set them down in front of each of

them, and while they ate their food and talked, he stepped back towards the

wall and held himself perfectly still, neither looking ahead nor not. It was as

if his body had gone to sleep standing up and with his eyes open.

Whenever anyone needed anything, Pavel would bring it immediately, but

the more Bruno watched him the more he was sure that catastrophe was going

to strike. He seemed to grow smaller and smaller each week, if such a thing

were possible, and the colour that should have been in his cheeks had

drained almost entirely away. His eyes appeared heavy with tears and Bruno

thought that one good blink might bring on a torrent.

When Pavel came in with the plates, Bruno couldn't help but notice that

his hands were shaking slightly under the weight of them. And when he

stepped back to his usual position he seemed to sway on his feet and had to

press a hand against the wall to steady himself. Mother had to ask twice for

her extra helping of soup before he heard her, and he let the bottle of wine

empty without having opened another one in time to fill Father's glass.

'Herr Liszt won't let us read poetry or plays,' complained Bruno during

the main course. As they had company for dinner, the family were dressed formally-Father in his uniform, Mother in a green dress that set off her eyes,

and Gretel and Bruno in the clothes they wore to church when they lived in

Berlin. 'I asked him if we could read them just one day a week but he said no,

not while he was in charge of our education.'

'I'm sure he has his reasons,' said Father, attacking a leg of lamb.

'All he wants us to do is study history and geography,' said Bruno. 'And

I'm starting to hate history and geography'

'Don't say hate, Bruno, please,' said Mother.

'Why do you hate history?' asked Father, laying down his fork for a

moment and looking across the table at his son, who shrugged his shoulders,

a bad habit of his.

'Because it's boring,' he said.

'Boring?' said Father. 'A son of mine calling the study of history boring?

Let me tell you this, Bruno,' he went on, leaning forward and pointing his

knife at the boy, 'it's history that's got us here today. If it wasn't for history,

none of us would be sitting around this table now. We'd be safely back at our

table in our house in Berlin. We are correcting history here.'

'It's still boring,' repeated Bruno, who wasn't really paying attention.

'You'll have to forgive my brother, Lieutenant Kotler,' said Gretel, laying

a hand on his arm for a moment, which made Mother stare at her and narrow

her eyes. 'He's a very ignorant little boy.'

'I am not ignorant,' snapped Bruno, who had had enough of her insults.

'You'll have to forgive my sister, Lieutenant Kotler,' he added politely, 'but

she's a Hopeless Case. There's very little we can do for her. The doctors say

she's gone past the point of help.'

'Shut up,' said Gretel, blushing scarlet.

'You shut up,' said Bruno with a broad smile.

'Children, please,' said Mother.

Father tapped his knife on the table and everyone was silent. Bruno

glanced in his direction. He didn't look angry exactly, but he did look as if he

wasn't going to put up with much more arguing.

'I enjoyed history very much when I was a boy,' said Lieutenant Kotler

after a few silent moments. 'And although my father was a professor of

literature at the university, I preferred the social sciences to the arts.'

'I didn't know that, Kurt,' said Mother, turning to look at him for a

moment. 'Does he still teach then?'

'I suppose so,' said Lieutenant Kotler. 'I don't really know.

Well, how could you not know?' she asked, frowning at him. 'Don't you

keep in touch with him?'

The young lieutenant chewed on a mouthful of lamb and it gave him an

opportunity to think of a reply. He looked to Bruno as if he regretted having

brought the matter up in the first place.

'Kurt,' repeated Mother, 'don't you keep in touch with your father?'

'Not really,' he replied, shrugging his shoulders dismissively and not

turning his head to look at her. 'He left Germany some years ago. Nineteen

thirty-eight, I think it was. I haven't seen him since then.'

Father stopped eating for a moment and stared across at Lieutenant

Kotler, frowning slightly. 'And where did he go?' he asked.

I beg your pardon, Herr Commandant?' asked Lieutenant Kotler, even

though Father had spoken in a perfectly clear voice.

'I asked you where he went,' he repeated. 'Your father. The professor of

literature. Where did he go when he left Germany?'

Lieutenant Kotler's face grew a little red and he stuttered somewhat as he

spoke. I believe... I believe he is currently in Switzerland,' he said finally.

'The last I heard he was teaching at a university in Berne.'

'Oh, but Switzerland's a beautiful country,' said

Mother quickly. 'I haven't ever been there, I admit, but from what I hear-'

'He can't be very old, your father,' said Father, his deep voice silencing

them all. 'I mean you're only... what? Seventeen? Eighteen years old?'

'I've just turned nineteen, Herr Commandant.'

'So your father would be... in his forties, I expect?'

Lieutenant Kotler said nothing but continued to eat although he didn't

appear to be enjoying his food at all.

'Strange that he chose not to stay in the Fatherland,' said Father.

'We're not close, my father and I,' said Lieutenant Kotler quickly, looking

around the table as if he owed everyone an explanation. 'Really, we haven't

spoken in years.'

'And what reason did he give, might I ask,' continued Father, 'for leaving

Germany at the moment of her greatest glory and her most vital need, when it

is incumbent upon all of us to play our part in the national revival? Was he

tubercular?'

Lieutenant Kotler stared at Father, confused. 'I beg your pardon?' he

asked.

Did he go to Switzerland to take the air?' explained Father. 'Or did he

have a particular reason for leaving Germany? In nineteen thirty-eight,' he

added after a moment.

'I'm afraid I don't know, Herr Commandant,' said Lieutenant Kotler. 'You

would have to ask him.'

'Well, that would be rather difficult to do, wouldn't it? With him being so

far away, I mean. But perhaps that was it. Perhaps he was ill.' Father

hesitated before picking up his knife and fork again and continuing to eat. 'Or

perhaps he had... disagreements.'

'Disagreements, Herr Commandant?'

'With government policy. One hears tales of men like this from time to

time. Curious fellows, I imagine. Disturbed, some of them. Traitors, others.

Cowards too. Of course you have informed your superiors of your father's

views, Lieutenant Kotler?'

The young lieutenant opened his mouth and then swallowed, despite the

fact that he hadn't been eating anything.

'Never mind,' said Father cheerfully. 'Perhaps it is not an appropriate

subject of conversation for the dinner table. We can discuss it in more depth

at a later time.'

'Herr Commandant,' said Lieutenant Kotler, leaning forward anxiously, 'I

can assure you-'

'It is not an appropriate subject of conversation for the dinner table,'

repeated Father sharply, silencing him immediately, and Bruno looked from

one to the other, both enjoying and being frightened by the atmosphere at the

same time.

'I'd love to go to Switzerland,' said Gretel after a lengthy silence.

'Eat your dinner, Gretel,' said Mother. 'But I was just saying!'

'Eat your dinner,' Mother repeated and was about to say more but she was

interrupted by Father calling for Pavel again.

'What's the matter with you tonight?' he asked as Pavel uncorked the new

bottle. 'This is the fourth time I've had to ask for more wine.'

Bruno watched him, hoping he was feeling all right, although he managed

to release the cork without any accidents. But after he had filled Father's

glass and turned to refill Lieutenant Kotler's, he lost his grip of the bottle

somehow and it fell crashing, glug-glug-glugging its contents out directly onto

the young man's lap.

What happened then was both unexpected and extremely unpleasant.

Lieutenant Kotler grew very angry with Pavel and no one-not Bruno, not

Gretel, not Mother and not even Father-stepped in to stop him doing what he

did next, even though none of them could watch. Even though it made Bruno

cry and Gretel grow pale.

Later that night, when Bruno went to bed, he thought about all that had

happened over dinner. He remembered how kind Pavel had been to him on

the afternoon he had made the swing, and how he had stopped his knee from

bleeding and been very gentle in the way he administered the green ointment.

And while Bruno realized that Father was generally a very kind and

thoughtful man, it hardly seemed fair or right that no one had stopped

Lieutenant Kotler getting so angry at Pavel, and if that was the kind of thing

that went on at Out-With then he'd better not disagree with anyone any more

about anything; in fact he would do well to keep his mouth shut and cause no

chaos at all. Some people might not like it.

His old life in Berlin seemed like a very distant memory now and he

could hardly even remember what Karl, Daniel or Martin looked like, except

for the fact that one of them was a ginger.