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Chapter 10

“Lo sempat pacaran kan, sama Vinka?" tanyaku tiba-tiba.

“Hah? Lo.. tau darimana?" jawabnya agak ragu.

“Vito. Dan gue juga sebelumnya sedikit curiga sama lo." balasku santai.

“Iya. Sempat, tapi udah putus sih. Gak ingat gue kapan, hehehehe...." Xavier menggaruk rambutnya.

“Hiiy! Kutuan ya Mas?" Muncul Pierro dengan tangan yang memegang sebungkus makanan ringan.

“Apaan lo! Sembarangan aja kalo ngomong! Mana pernah gue kutuan. Rambut gue kan bersih, gak kayak rambut lo!" cibir Xavier pada Pierro disebelahnya.

“Heh? Btw, si Vito mana yak?"

“Ntah. Masih di kamar mungkin?"

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Sabtu, 17 Juli 2021

~ Jika kau tak percaya dengan aku, JANGAN menanyakan apapun lagi padaku. Itu hal yang bodoh, SANGAT bodoh. ~

~ Tak perlu kau tanyakan bagaimana kabarku, sebab semua jawaban yang aku berikan itu sebuah KEBOHONGAN BESAR. Aku selalu menjawab, “Aku baik-baik saja", padahal aku sedang sakit. Bukan tubuhku, tapi jiwaku! ~

~ Asal kau bertanya apa aku baik-baik saja, aku selalu menjawab dengan kata ‘ya'. Benar kan? Padahal saat aku mengatakan “ya", hatiku langsung berontak sambil berteriak “tidak!" ~

~ Jadi, CUKUP! Tak usah bertanya mengenai hal apapun padaku! Aku sangat membenci orang yang selalu bertanya, namun tidak percaya. Pergi saja kau! ~

~ Satu hal lagi. Jika kau tetap ingin bertanya banyak pertanyaan padaku, pastikan kau PERCAYA dulu padaku. Saat kau belum percaya, tahan dulu pertanyaan-pertanyaanmu itu. ~

Tertanda,

Alfian.

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...Strongest...

...(Ina Wroldsen & Alan Walker)...

“You sit there with that look on your face like you won

Like nothing that I say is gonna change how you feel now

You sit there and you tell me you fell outta love

And we are in your way so you just gotta leave now

And we just need to understand your reasons

And you are gonna justify this treason

By telling me the promises that we sworn ain't enough

So now you gonna be another person?

And how do I explain this shit to our son?

How'd you tell a toddler about a girlfriend?

Daddy's gone

Well, I will be the strongest that he ever knew

And I will be there when he needs a love strong enough

Don't worry I will carry your share for us

No matter how bad the storm

I will be the strongest that he ever knew

And we'll leave you alone

You tell me that you feel like you lost me when he came

I'm sorry but I cannot connect with your words

'Cause right now what matters isn't yours but it is his name

And we just need to find another income

'Cause she wants you to help her with her own one

And you want me to tell me that what you've done is okay

So now you gonna be another father?

And I will be a different kind of mother?

And how do you tell a toddler 'bout step brothers?

Daddy's strayed

Well, I will be the strongest that he ever knew

And I will be there when he needs a love strong enough

Don't worry I will carry your share for us

No matter how bad the storm

I will be the strongest that he ever knew

And we'll leave you alone

Let's talk about family

Let's talk about family

Let's talk of the ties and the lies

And the love that we had in this family

Let's talk about honesty

You know nothing about honesty

Let go of your hands and our plans

And the chance that we had with this family

Well, I will be the strongest that he ever knew

And I will be there when he needs a love strong enough

Don't worry I will carry your share for us

No matter how bad the storm

I will be the strongest that he ever knew

And we'll leave you alone

Oh na na, we'll leave you alone"

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